It’s been a while since I have written here, but it’s for a good reason. As soon as I exhausted myself from my numerous travels, I was offered three jobs. I felt bewildered about this but also understood these are the blessings I called and wanted for myself. I was at a crossroads with my first ever major decision that I would make in my career, and yet I knew what moves to make.

It’s ironic how I thought leaving my regular 9-5 job would mean I’d have all this extra time and the existential dread that goes with it. The exact opposite happened. I never thought I could be even busier than when I was working full time, finishing undergrad, and an internship.

Right now I am in my season of grinding, exploring with my mind, and exchanging good energy with those who are in my life. Like the intense summer we are in, I know this too is a season that eventually will change, even if the heat cannot be easily ignored. I am appreciative of the energy that courses through my soul that keeps me focused on my goals.

I feel confident about my future - money, relationships, accolades, creativity -and much more. I am aware that I cannot predict my future or when I will see it happen. I know the present is not a state to be insecure about. It doesn’t affect the certainty I feel about having it all. Insecurities are fear based. There is no room for that in the present or future.

Take away: when there is silence on my end, just know it’s for a very good reason.